Our Ainsley

Today is the one year anniversary of losing our Ainsley.

She was our second loss, but the first that was bound up with all the hopes and dreams. Conceived by a miracle, we really anticipated a good and healthy outcome. But it was not to be. Instead, it was her loss that became so frightening, so precarious -- a vision that's very hard to shake. Not only was she lost, but so was our innocence. We miss her, and we miss what should have been...